It’s 2am, I can’t sleep so here I am. I wish I could just turn off my thoughts/mind.
Are you the type of person who likes planning? Almost everyone I believe wants to know where they will be in the next 2 days, 2 weeks or at least have an idea of what’s going to happen to them in the next 2 years. Well I’m that type of girl who is not fond of surprises. I like to be prepared for everything, ready for battle, ready for whatever….
I’m a worrier. I worry a lot. And when I worry, it isn’t the healthy kind. Sleepless nights, panic attacks, weird thoughts, doubt creeps in and I start feeling heavy then comes me feeling alone.
That’s how I felt tonight.
Before my fiancé went to bed, I talked to him about how I felt and he said, “You’re blessed. You don’t have to worry about anything. I’m here.” He knew exactly what to say. It was the words I needed to hear. Then he kissed me goodnight.
I started praying and ended up checking the Joyce Meyer app (great app for daily devotionals btw). First thing that popped up was the words,”You are good enough.” This was strike two for me. I needed to hear this too.
With work, friends, family, house duties, wedding preparations and so on.. You tend to drown and all you need is a bit of air to survive. We just needed to pause and be reminded of how blessed we are… That you are good enough. And how just simply looking at the person you love will remind you that you have a great God.
One of the best days of my life….. and i wanted to share it with you.
I really CANNOT maintain a blog. I tried but FAILED. I now accept that my life long dream of having a blog is impossible, i can never be a blogger :)
Anyway… I’ve been so busy lately with work, taking care of my home (i have no maid, so i clean, wash the dishes, do the grocery, etc), planning my wedding and just spending time with my family.
Let me promise you that il try at least once a week to post here. More on pictures though cause even if im one talkative little muffin on the radio, im still not a “typer?”.
Hope everyone is doing great. Will update you with my AndiVentures soon <3
Love,
A
Jessica and I have celebrated our 4 years together on the radio. We have been through ups and downs but everyday we go to work thinking of our listeners. What will make you smile, what will brighten up your day, what will make you at ease. Thank you for being part of our afternoon experience. It’s been the best four years and we will continue to make the show even better for you. Merry Christmas from us <3
Since im leaving for Boracay on Wednesday i decided to post this. My hair.. Well, its the smooth, cant curl your hair, flat look ALL the time. I get so frustrated that i really cant do anything to but when i saw this.. I wanted to try it out. (Maybe when i get back) I like the messy just got out of bed, sexy look. I found this online and thought of sharing it with you ;)
Hi everyone, here you go… My attempt to make a blog. Well actually i dont even want to call it a blog as i get pressured to write well and update this everyday. Let’s just call this my way to release to all my frustrations, decisions and also my way of letting you know what’s happening in my life. That cool with you guys? I don’t think il ever have “outfit” poses as i dont think i have the courage to go to the Fort area and wear fancy outfits and do a pictorial. Thumbs up to the people who do it for a living. I salute you.. It just ain’t my thing. Instead, I’ll be posting my travels, you’ll see me kakaulitan, my likes, and maybe stupid videos of me.
Okay it’s getting too long… Oh yes and in this blog, I’ll document the wonderful adventure to my wedding planning. Yes, i’m getting hitched and i want to share with you my happiness! Being engaged is such a wonderful thing especially if you have found the One ;)
Kisses! (a not so attractive kissy picture of me to start it out)
Love lots,
A
